Welcome to the World...

I just deleted almost a full post of writing. Why? Because it was all bullshit. It was not honest, it was trying to deflect my anger and despair away and rationalize the behaviour of others. I was self-censoring myself, something that I swore that I would never ever do again in my writings. So the Hell with the sensibilities of anyone who may read this. I am no longer going to write as though they are looking over my shoulder and frowning with disapproval at what they see.
I just came home from a long and brutal work shift on a holiday. With extra hours with no extra pay. That ended in complete disaster. Now I am going to be the kind of person that I am. Real, happy, funny, sad, cynical, brave, lazy, hard-working, curious, kind, optimistic and human.
Welcome to the World, me.